Side Thoughts - Revisited

How is it that I go through the barren wastes of dateless times to having two or three interests at once coming at me? ARRG! So.... I'm thinking Mr Recent as referred to in the previous post is gonna be on the outs. Strange phone conversations consisting of the phrase, "What yah doin'?" repeated more than five times. Ummmmm? Huh? Weird.

Then there's the one I'll call Wolf, because that's a safe code name for dangerously interesting. Yet piques my interest with intrigue and general silliness. We're so sarcastically alike it's highly frightening at times. So two dates, number one being good, felt safe and cozy. Date two, movies on my couch, cuddled up and grab assing wrestle mania at some point. It's all good, I get a few kisses and hugs. Yeah, this is looking realistically possible! WRONG!!!!!!!

Two dates and suddenly he's all "busy" and distracted. Getting Wolf, whom I am thinking I should call Mr Busy, to talk is like, well, it's like pulling teeth. Random things that bother him come up from what I would regard as PTSD and then it's all something to not talk about except spur of the moment like. He's got two boys who look sweet. Yet, he seems somewhat obsessed with continuously needing to fidget or move about. I really don't know what to think. Perhaps I'm misreading things, maybe he really is busy and actually helping a friend do some PI work. Don't know.... Hard saying what's real and what's my paranoid way of thinking.

The other guy, he seems to be a decent fellow, I'll call him JM. Seems pretty open minded too. He even seems to have it together fairly well. He's got a little girl who looks cute. Depending how things go with Mr Busy, JM might be coming along with me to Feast of the Hunter's Moon next weekend. Yeah, might be a plan. Either way, we'll probably hang out Thursday next week and that'll be fun, even if we're just friends. Uh-huh.... Only time will tell how this dateless wasteland turned into a free-for-all. Decisions-decision. Hmmmmmm.......

T~


...So if I die today I'll be the happy phantom
And I'll go wearin' my naughties like a jewel...
I'm still an angel to a girl who hates to sin